just got home from the clinic for my check up. haiz. spend money on seeing a doc again.
this time it hurts just as bad. but it is gettin better at least. doc was removing the last of all the pus from the wound and showed them to me. alot and DAMN gross. greenish in colour...

after he is done, what hurts the most that caused me to jerk away totally is when he applied some liquid which i have no idea what it is. probably some disinfection stuff and it's as if the liquid is biting into my flesh. then he went on to apply some creams n stuff...

he said wad was initially a straight line from his cut now became a circular lobang. shit man... mum say the above skin kinda shrivelled up... i think i'm gonna get a scar. kinda sickening to think of havin a scar... on my back. wear spag or wadever dat time sure ugly hahahaha cos my back has alwayz been pretty scar-less and dot-less, i kinda like my back haha now sian half liao. hope it doesn't become very obvious if not i go make one tattoo to cover it up hahaha jokin lah waste money man do tattoo juz to cover a scar.

now for the next three days havta let mum wash my wounds for me. jia lat. my mum v rough one. sure pain like mad. *stress balls*